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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Yeah!! I got tagged by Robb, to talk about obsessions. The problem is, Jessica(the person that tagged Robb) listed out 4 obsessions while Robb listed only THREE!! Well, since Robb did THREE, I will too. Haha. ^^"
1. Comics

Robb knows it, Reiko knows it, Qi knows it, nana knows it, Shvon knows it, YOU KNOW IT - I LOVE COMICS. If you dunno, then you must be new. I buy comics when I'm happy, when I'm sad(seriously must be at least 2 comics), and when I need to, which means new book release. LOL. The more it piles up, the more I'm proud. LOL. I can show people that "Hey! Have you read Death Note? It's awesome! I have a set at home. *proud*" XD And the other thing is, after I read it, I CAN KEEP IT. IT'S MINE. X3
2. Online
Well, you see me blogging now don't you? Yes, it's one of my obsessions. If you add me on MSN, EVERYDAY, you can see me online. I online more than 10 hours a day. IT'S LIKE SMOKING. IF I DON'T ONLINE FOR ONE DAY, I WILL STRUGGLE. I will get...like...weird. It's part of my life now...which I don't want. X_X
3. Japan
What's my name? Kurosaki Kei = JAPANESE NAME LA!! LOL. I'm so obsessed with Japan that... The only songs I listen and download are japanese songs. Last time was worst - Japanese songs are the only music to my ears. GLAY, Gackt, w-inds., Antic Cafe, Gazette, Ayabie, SID, Otsuka Ai, Nightmare, T.M. Revolution and SO MANY MORE. Whoever want to try listening to Japanese song(WHICH I STRONGLY RECOMMEND) can ask me to send some songs to you. ^^ Of course, my love for comics and anime grew stronger because of Japan. And my love for Japanese food, and Japanese fashion...(I think I better stop here)
Eh. 3 Obsessions only ah. I have one more leh. Sorry ah Robb. LOL.
The final obsession...
4. Nana

You've already guessed it. My fourth obsession, the one and only, my dear nana. X3 He's my dream guy. XP NO KIDDING LA WEI. SO CUTE LA HIM!! =X Although he's not my first love, but I love him more than ever. He gave me great happiness, and sometimes abit of sadness, still, my love for him never went low. ^^ I always feel so small size(even when I'm not) when I'm beside him, maybe because he's darn tall. XP BUT STILL, I look fatter. X_X Haha. I love you so much my dear~ *muakz!! ^^ *shy* *SLAPS* X_X
Well, that's all. Therefore now I will tag...
1. Reiko(OI LONG TIME NO BLOG LA U, TIME TO BLOG!!)
2. Shvon(Hehe, simple simple 1. ^^)
For the ending, behold...
 Muahaha.
I love myself. =X
Dewa dewa, ichigo [kei]ki deshita!!
Posted at 02:19 am by xkurokei
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
I wonder why whenever I'm in love with someone, I'll get all weak and shy inside.

I remember last time, whoever that I had a crush on, I will be shy and unable to talk to him. I act unnatural infront of him. I fled whenever he comes. Stupid? Yes, I know.
What's more stupid? Even now, that the one I love most is my boyfriend, I'm still weakly shy. (No I don't fled.)
WTF? FOR HEAVEN SAKES!! YOU GUYS ARE A COUPLE!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY YOU'RE SHY?!
BUT I AM!!
If you ask me why, I don't know why either.
I've been troubled by this problem everyday - HOW can I be much more myself infront of nana, ever since last time, when I was single and was having a crush on him. Last time was worse coz I don't even dare to message him on MSN. I had to think twice before sending a message coz I scare he might hate me. I tremble when I talk to him, making me hating myself, asking WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? *slaps myself*
Ok, so now, nana became my boyfriend. Well GUESS WHAT? I'M STILL SHY!!

This makes me hate myself more and more. Like, wtf are you shying for? WTF am I shying for?! I wanna be more of myself!! My fun self!!
I know I'm not perfect, but hey, at least it's me.
BUT I'M NOT EVEN MYSELF.
Why the heck I can act so normally infront of friends, but not infront of him? Scare he don't like ka? WTF HE LOVES YOU WHAT!! SCARE WHAT?!
Darn I'm always talking to myself now. ^^"
I want to act natural infront of him. I want to be myself. I want to be myself!!!!!!
But whenever I saw him... *shys*
*SLAPS*
Ahem. THAT IS WHY, this post is for me, myself, mua, oresama(LOL), to promise myself - I WILL CHANGE. I WILL TRY MY BEST. NO MATTER HOW, I WILL TRY!!
KEI!! BE BRAVER!!
I don't want to regret. If he starts to dislike me coz he thinks I'm bored, then it's my fault.
I...

I love you, my dear nana. O.O,, *darn I'm shy again ><*
P/S: SLAP ME IF I'M NOT MYSELF.
Dewa dewa, ichigo keiki deshita. =X (If you wanna know what's this, ask me myself.)
Posted at 11:30 pm by xkurokei
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
How's everyone's White Day? It has been lonely for me. T_T I hadn't seen dear for two days already. Miss him so darn much. Sigh, didn't get to celebrate White Day afterall. At least I want to see him...which didn't happened. T_T
Anyway the next day, which is today, I receive something from Kelvin!! O.O

It was suprising. O_O LOL.
Not only I received it, so did Shvon and Tsuey Lih. We've been good friends since the first year of college. We're in the same class. See!! Prove!!
 EWW.. UGLY HAIR at First Year.
I remember last time I didn't wanted to join them. I was...shy. LOL. I fear new people. ^^" Hahaha I was scary huh Shvon? XD
 Year 2.
However after we started to group together to do assignments, we started to get really close. =D And we're graduating soon, these are maybe presents as a friendship memory. He told us to think this as any present like birthday present, christmas present, valentine's day present, white day present blah blah. T_T *touched* WHITE DAY PRESENT!!!!!! LOL.
Don't want White Day lah, White Day's special. XD
Enough the old memories and here's the present!!

Thedotz!! I wonder what's that.

It's a keychain!! =D
 Mind the bad camera resolution.
It has a Boy and Girl Sign and a plate with my name!! XD
I wanted to put a "thank you" picture that has me and the keychain, but both of them came out like this.
 Where got keychain?
So in the end...

Thank you Kelvin!! XD
Posted at 10:06 pm by xkurokei
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